What to write that says

'I'm really mad'?
I've given you stake
and you have what I had

you've an in on my insides--
what makes me concerned
that thing made by emotions
not by what I've learned

it's a tough one, to know
that your doings show
you're but a talker

you say against words
that you want to connect
perhaps you've just never learned
how to respect
others, or by turns,
yourself.

sometimes I think you have made it
but then
you stick yourself back
in the same place, again.

And you know - without getting!
that you've made up your mind
it's perplexing; you're so friend-ly
without being truly kind

there's something about you,
that I really do find
could be worth it
but you've yet to intend

so there's nothing to do on my end
but ride through
meld up some steel
and diminish the part you
play.